why the fuck did shayna have to go, its just not fair, why couldnt someone gay go .. she was my best friend .. and her mom the fucking dick face didnt even tell her till like thursday so she had 1 day with us .. one freaking day .. the party was fun until lauren broke out the prayers ... then i went into hysterical .. and then theresa did .. then brittany .. then jonathan .. then johnny .. then kelly .. then lauren .. mark stood strong .. it was so horrible i remember it all so perfectly ... "oh my god this is a nightmare" - shayna .. kept ringing in my ears .. looking at her stupid fucking mom holding the door open .. saying "hope to see you at shaynas birthday party" when we all know shes not gunna have one for her .. its just i hate her SO much .. shayna was like one of the best people in dover rec, she was the nicest girl, i love her soo much, and UGH I FUCKING HATE HER MOM!!!!!!! i wish shayna was next to me now .. i cant stop thinking about it .. she sang her solo the last day so well .. i was soo proud of her .. but it was just depressing listening .. cuz that would be the LAST time .. and then brittany went up and started singing .. then i started crying during pop stars .. then i got myself under control .. and then at the end of grease "we`ll always, be together, always, be together, always, be together..." i just started sobbing right there god ... wtf is wrong with that woman .. then she tells my mom that she told shayna in winter, fucking lies, she told theresa and her mom at the grocery store in may she couldnt wait for shayna to be in dover rec, then why would she sign her up if she knew she was gunna take her out, and it just so happens shes going on a cruiz ... I HATE HER ....


and my mom is being obnoxious .. she wouldnt let me sleep over amandas .. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ... but at least my mom isnt that bad .. w/e ..

back to shayna .. we cried for 2 1/2 hours striaght




w/e i`ll write later bye

ok so dover rec isnt goin too good its kinda boring when we do nothing ... but w/e

johnny is one of the stars in suesical and i had to go opening night ... but it was ok because eric and kevin were goin .. and i told everyone at dover rec to go but like no1 went .... cept eric kevin that really white girl isabel and that little girl taylor lol... and then we got there

act 1-me eric nd kev were sitting behind these people with big hair and large bodys ... lol and they told us to shut up before the show even started .. but yeah the show was really boring man and so we sat there for sometime .. and we cheered for johnny .. loudly ... when he wasnt on stage .. and then kev was like filling this thing with like gel .. w/e and eric was touching kev haha i love them ..... then we made fun of the show a lot .. fun fun fun

intermission-we got up before they closed the curtain lol .. then they bought stuff and we went outside then we came back in and i saw jess<3 mucho love lol .. i love jess and i was really excited .. but we didnt really hang .. sadness haha eric nd kev walked away and i was still talking to jess and i was like wanna me eric nd kev and she was like "no" lol i love her but then we went back in and we sat over in the cornor where no1 was sitting .. right by the speaker ... and then this old guy was like giving props to eric about the giants and then kev was like GO JETS and then the old guy gave us a dirty look and then he was like to eric but your wearing a yankee hat and i`m a mets fan .. he was like yelling at him and kev just kept yelling random teams that werent mets or giants .. funny ... then these people moved like 3 rows behind us and they were laughing cuz they were listening into our convo .. and kev nd eric tried blinding themselves .. fun

yaaa i havent seriously writen in this .. not like just a quiz thing but really written in it ....

dover rec rocks so much theres a few new kids but only 2 of them suck then theres brittany theresa shayna kelly kevin eric lauren stephanie marc a whole big group of cool kids but who cares exept us lol

but ya this weekend ....

saturday-i know me nd manda went over to meet pete but i dont remember anything else that day lol but phil justin bobby pete me manda and some kid i dont know his name .. they were all out there ... fun fun fun for a shot per. of time oh yeah and that day i went shopping and i got ralph lauren smelling stuff i got the prefume the body wash and the body lotion =) and i got etnies and johnny got high top converses =) woo hoo and then the day before i went clothes shopping woo hooo lol

sunday - i went to brittanys moms friends house to swim =) and then we went to ralphs and my dad was like oh joe my daughter thinks your so cute i was like omg i cant believe he said that lol (joe=gorgeous child) but ya then me nd brittany went home and got sweatshirts and i got changed .. then we went and we sat there where our chairs were so they wouldnt blow away .. and this kid was like stalking brittany lol  hahaha the kid was really weird too lol and a whole bunch of people were there and i kept hearing my name so i never like payed attention i kinda like walked around in a circle and then i would realize who was talking to me lol .. well yeah that was my lovely weekend lol awesome right? lol kk ttyl lyl xoxo buh bye

____BASiCS
001. name: honora
002. nicknames: nora noni norni noah
003. sex: girl drrr
004. birthday: october 22nd 1989
005. age: 14
006. star sign: libra
007. place of birth: toms river nj
008. current residence:ih

____BASiCS
001. name: honora
002. nicknames: nora noni norni noah
003. sex: girl drrr
004. birthday: october 22nd 1989
005. age: 14
006. star sign: libra
007. place of birth: toms river nj
008. current residence: island hieghts nj
009. hair colour: brown/blonde/red all together
010. eye color: blue
011. height: 5'5" ish
012. writing hand: right

____BODY iLLS + SKiLLS
013. do you bite your nails: most of the time 
014. can you roll your tongue: yah
016. can you raise one eyebrow at a time: only one tho..i cant do the other one
017. can you blow smoke rings: umm dont know
018. can you blow spit bubbles: no but mitch can and its annoying
019. can you cross your eyes: yes my favorite thing to do lol
020. colored hair: no
021. tattoos and where: none
022. piercing and where: ears but i think they closed up and i def. want my belly button done
023. do you make your bed daily: no
024. what goes on first bra or underwear : umm i dont have rituals whichever one i have in my hand i guess 
025. which shoe goes on first::  no idea
036. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone: yes
037. how much money is usually in your wallet?: i dont use one but i usally have 20 laying around
038. what jewelry do you wear 24/7: my cross but i took that off for graduation and i havent worn it since =(
039. whats sexiest on a guy: long hair
040. whats sexiest on a girl: umm clothes
041. would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great:: great and late
042. do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it:: twirl
043. how many cereals are in your cabinet:: no idea i dont pay attention
044. what utensils do you use eating pizza: my fingers
045. do you cook: kinda not really

____GROOMiNG
046. how often do you brush your teeth: at least once a day and i use that like special aquafresh gum which makes me gag lol if i cant brush more
047. how often do you shower/bathe: every day
048. how long do these showers last:: 15 - 45 min.
049. hair drying method: sleep and wake up and straighten or just put up if lazy
050. do you paint your nails: not a lot but sometimes .. right now i have them done so ya
051. do you swear: yeah
052. do you mumble to yourself: yeah
053. do you spit in public: not usually
054. do you pee in the shower: no
055. whats in your cd player: wicked
056. person you talk most on the phone with: dont know
057. what color is your bedroom: really ugly walpaper trying to go over it with other pictures though lol
058. do you use an alarm clock: my brother is my alarm clock
059. name one thing or person you're obsessed with now or ever have been: i`m obsessed with a lot of things and people
060. have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex: nope
061. ever sunbathed in the nude: no.
062. window seat or aisle: window definately
063. whats your sleeping position: curled up on the side

064. what kind of bed do you like: umm a regular one?
065. in hot weather do you use a blanket:: something or else it feels weird i might like use a sheet instead
066. do you snore: no
067. do you sleepwalk: no
068 do you talk in your sleep: ocasionally but i yell and wake myself up
069. do you sleep with a stuffed animal: ocasionally
070. how about the light on: ocasionally when i get scared
071. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on: yah my cds

____WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU
072. had sex: =( lol never
073. were kissed: dont remember
074. watched bambi: wtf is that lol .. i think the fisrt and last time i watched it was when i was 6 and i refused to watch it before and after that
075. cried: hrm not sure usually i cry a lot but i havent in like 3 weeks your proud of me right?

 076. talked on the phone: yestuday i woke up recently
077. read a book: i`m reading sloppy firsrts right now
078. punched someone: like seriously like never ... but like fake girly ones probably 3 days ago

____MUSiC
079. is music important to you: yeah .. extremely
080. do you sing?: yahh
081. what instruments do you play? tried many failed
082. what do you think of Eminem: weirdo

___DO YOU LiKE
083. pop music: sure
084. rock music: sure.     
085. punk music: sure if they are good and not just screaming 
086. rap music: no
087. hip-Hop/RB: uhh not really unless it has a good beat
088. country: YUCK
089. jazz: no
090. classical: annoying yet soothing lol   
091. new age: not really    
092. what is one band/singer you like that no one has heard of? sifl and olly
093. your words: random.. WHAT!.. woah . other randm things

___ABC'S
A - Act your age: no not at all
B - Born on what day of the week: sunday
C - Chore you hate: cleaning anything.
D - Dad's name? Brian
E - Essential makeup items? lip gloss and eyeliner
F - Favorite actor? me lol
G - Gold or silver? both
H - Hometown? island hieghts
I - Instruments you play? tried ... violin, flute, piano, bells ... but i`m stickin with voice i dont need anything else 
J - Job title? student i wanna be a singer/actress/dancer
K - Kids? yes 90
L - Living arrangements? my mommys and daddys house
M - Mom's name? Eileen
N - Number of people you love? 2930028490839012382093892038213912323092391203913921313023982390890890890
O - Overnight hospital stays? none overnight
P - Phobia? spiders + dogs + stalkers + JUNE BUGS AHHHHHHHH
Q - Quote you like? anything from wicked and .. at night i pray that soon your face will fade away .. and ... somebody tell lady luck that i`m stuck here
R - Religious affiliation? roman catholic
S - Siblings? 1 brother and 1 sister
T - Time you wake up? when my brother feels the need to wake me
U - Unique habit? putting my fist in my mouth ... twisting my thumb around my hand .. bending my knees back and playing with my hands when i`m talking to people i`m nervous around
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat? umm i dont really like veggies
W - Worst habit? 1. slamming the mouse 2. beating random things 3.lying ocasionally 4. spreading what i hear uh oh lol
X - Xylophone?: if the bells count yes i have expeirenced that
Y - Yummy food you make? my milkshake lol jkjk
Z - Zodiac Sign? libra

___10 bands you've been listening a lot to lately: in no order.
1) no doubt
2)evanessance? lol   
3) christina agulera . i know shes not a band pshat lol
4) umm all those cheesy broadway shows lol<-not a band
5) ummm other random songs i like that i just listen to on the internet .... oo oo sifl and olly
6) everclear .. volvo driving soccer mom man lol
7) FOOTLOOSE lol jkjk uhh
8) i
9) dont
10) know

___5 things you look forward to:
1) xmas 
2) my bday
3) summer vaca
4) getting married
5) having kids

___10 things you like to wear:
1) jeans
2) hoodies
3) tanks
4) short sleaved
5)SOCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
6)thongs
7)bras
8)shoes
9)flip flops
10) nothing =)

___10 things that annoy you:
1) my mom
2) my brother
3) random children
4) squirells
5)tomatos
6)trees being cut down
7) when old people stop being cute
8) tight dance costumes
9) fat people in those tight dance costumes
10) me =)

___05 things you say most days:
1) wow
2) hmmm 
3) MOM
4) where are we going?
5) i`m tired


___05 things you do everyday:
1) eat
2) sleep
3) talk
4) listen to music
5) TYPE

___1 people you want to spend more time with:
1) all my crms buddys! I LUV U GUYS!!!!! or hanna lol

___02 movies you could watch over and over again:
1) zoolander
2) paycheck .. man i couldnt stop laughing during that one lol

___02 of your favorite songs at the moment:
1) all wicked songs me and lauren are wicked freaks =)

___01 person you could spend the rest of your life with:
1) anyone in dover rec just because they are really nice to me or because brittany is really honest and kicks ass lol

 stole from jess ... and i did it last night

About You*

What is your name?: Honora rose
Are you named after anyone?: the last woman in my family to live in iriland i believe unless she came to america or her son .. somethin like that
What's your screename?: noracutie2 .. my sisters friend made it in the 4th grade .. then dum lyl brunette kristen made it last summer .. then snowyx0xbaby .. haha its summer i just thought it was funny
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no .. miss pernouciation is annoying .. not gunna put my kid threw that
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: i dont know i think john then my brother would have been denis
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: uuhh nobody i like being the only nora around sometimes i wish i had a girly common name though like jess or amanda or heather or kristen or something
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: yes .. and the first 2 letters of the 1st .. so confusing

Basics *

Your gender:: girl
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
Single?: sadly
If not, do you want to be?:
Birthdate:: october 22 1989
Your age:: 14
Age you act:: 98
Age you wish you were:: 6 or 18
Your height:: 5'6" 5'7" ish?
Eye color:: blueish gray with a green lying on the inside
Happy with it?: eyes yes .. height why not
Hair color:: blonde/brown/red .... it likes to change as i go along .. started in life with blonde .. then blonde banana curls the pin straight like reallllly brown hair then i when threw a really light brown stage now its all colors meshed wonder what happens next hmmmm
Happy with it?: yes
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty had to live with being a lefty for a bit but much better as a righty
Your living arrangement:: umm a bed? in a room? in a house?
Your family:: weird but rather lovely
Have any pets?: bird that wants to kill me
Whats your job: my daddy pays me for nothing =) 50 today =)
Piercings?: ears but i think they might have closed up
Tattoos?: nope
Obsessions?: food .. people .. the baby porn star =) lol
Addictions?: um i`m kina addicted to C2 nd chips nd slush puppies nd i`m getting addicted to regular truckey sub w/ nothing on it cept turkey =)
Do you speak another language?: spainish .. not a lot though
Have a favorite quote?: whole bunch from wicked and rent and jekel and hyde and hairspray and good shows as such lol
Do you have a webpage?: trying to make one .. god why did i make those stupid cartoon ones .. what the hell was wrong with me lol

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it*

Do you live in the moment?: sure
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: yes unless they pull my hair or think they are great when they arent
Do you have any secrets?: who doesnt?
Do you hate yourself?: a lot of the time
Do you like your handwriting?: no
Do you have any bad habits?: a lot
What is the compliment you get from most people?: something about my voice..... i love your hair...or something about me eyes

If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: mood swings lol
What's your biggest fear?: uhhh probably rodents and i`m not too fond of spiders
Can you sing?:everyone says i`m good .. i know better
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: psh yeah lol i walk down the hall and change my name and how i look and how i act everyday .. uhh no?
Are you a loner?: when i`m in the mood ... but then everyone thinks i`m like dying if i`m not like talking for hours lol.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: not dying of drugs alcohol or from beinghomeless .. which means i dont want to be poor or ruien my life with shit =)
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: no .. i could beat me up if i was someone else
Are you a daredevil?: no .. well .. like i`m not gunna jump off a brigde .. but people are surprised by the things i do and i always try if its not like something that will kill me
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: low confidence and then why i`m crying i kinda tell myself off lol so i`m kinda scared of my self concious
Are you passive or agressive?: depending who with and about what
Do you have a journal?: online and in a notebook thing
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength ... i can laugh at myself and about stuff .. weakness uhh i suck at basicly everything lol
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: my attitude towards a select few and myself ... or in looks umm a lot lol
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: sure
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: i regret doing mean stuff to megan cullen and when i was awkward to shana .. and i`m kinda in the middle about this whole hs deal
Do you think life has been good so far?: like its good but somethings could have been better .. theres always room for improvement
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: try to be the best you can be
What do you like the most about your body?: i guess my eyes? or maybe my calfs .. i work for them man and it hurts =( lol
And least?: my feet, my nose, my ass, my face, everything
Do you think you are good looking?: no
Are you confident?: no
What is the fictional character you are most like?: hermonie grainger HAHAHAHA me nd mitchell cast spells on eachother wingardium leviousa lol.
Are you perceived wrongly?: what the?

Do You*...

Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no
Read the newspaper?: no
Pray?: yes
Go to church?: sometimes not a lot
Talk to strangers who IM you?: when it is necessary
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yes
Take walks in the rain?: yes
Talk to people even though you hate them?: depending on how much i hate them
Drive?: no
Like to drive fast?: =( stop rubbing it in

Would or Have You Ever*?

Liked your voice?: yes
Hurt yourself?: emotionally yes ... umm phycicly not on purpose
Been out of the country?: yes
Eaten something that made other people sick?: yes haha at the board walk we all ate and then me mitch my dad and my brother all went on the tilt-a-whil and i was the other on not to get sick lol
Been in love?: dont think so .. unless this severe crush is love i doubt it
Done drugs?: no
Gone skinny dipping?: no
Had a medical emergency?: boke arm/sprained numerous times .... and thought i was paralized ... good times lol
Had surgery?: break the freaking arm one more time then yes .. but not yet
Ran away from home?: my parents thought i did but i didnt
Played strip poker: nope
Gotten beaten up?: not seriously hanna slaps me and leaves hand prints lol .. but thats fun
Beaten someone up?: nope
Been picked on?: numerous times
Been on stage?: numerous times
Slept outdoors?: hahaha yeah in the drive way once with the tent with the tv in it lol .. and once in amandas pool house i dont know if that counts
Thought about suicide?: yes
Pulled an all nighter?: yes last summer dover rec rocks =)
If yes, what is your record?: umm i woke up on friday at like 10:30 then i didnt go to sleep until 10:30 the next night so 36 hours?
Gone one day without food?: yes
Talked on the phone all night?: not allllll night but 9 hours .. till 4 am
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: in the same room? or like curled up .. because i`ve slept in the same room with eric kevin and mitchell but not together like in the same bed like snuggled lol
Slept all day?: yes latest i have slept in was like 6 pm
Killed someone?: THEY KNOW MY SECRET no .. i`m not that weird
Made out with a stranger?: no
Had sex with a stranger?: god they sad postitution was a secret i even made up a fake name .. harriet hahaha no
Thought you're going crazy?: yes
Kissed the same sex?: on the cheek ... never like made out
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: pecks nothing worse
Been betrayed?: numerous
Had a dream that came true?: many times
Broken the law?: stole .... but only from the deli .... egged no biggie .. and forges sig. big deal not a big crime people break in here all the time though =(
Met a famous person?: yes i saw nick lache at the airport .. i saw arron carter face to face man after susical .. and then a bunch -0- broadway stars
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: yes =(
On purpose?: no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yes
Stolen anything?: yes... food lol not starving here just thought i had money in my pocket and i didnt
Been on radio/tv?: yeaah chanel 21 back when it was east chanel for sound -0- music =) and then chanel 21 for other stuff and one time we called oldies 100 lol and we were on
Been in a mosh-pit?: next to one but i got scared
Had a nervous breakdown?: yes
Bungee jumped?: no
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yeah man creepy ones at that

Beliefs*

Belive in life on other planets?: not really but sure why not
Miracles?: yes
Astrology?: yes
Magic?: kinda
God?: yes
Satan?: yeah
Santa?: yes =)
Ghosts?: yes
Luck?: yes
Love at first sight?: yes
Ying and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yes
Witches?: yes
Easter bunny?: yes
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: uhh no
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no
Do you wish on stars?: yes

Deep Theological Questions*

Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: sure
Do you think God has a gender?: no
Do you believe in organized religion?: yes?
Where do you think we go when we die?: heaven or hell

Friends*

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: baby porn, billy, billy, ryan, jermy, john, i know a bunch more but those are the ones i can think of right now
Who is your best friend?: well the ones i constantly hang out with are hanna manda mitch and heather .. but dover rec kids (i think i can call them that?) are cool ... and some central and dance and stand and all those kids are cool
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: mitch
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: uhh a lot of people give me good advice ... reesy molly b + g jess and gina i guess i get other good advice from kel a d jon and other people i cant think of
Your favourite inside joke?: i have a lot but they are for different groups -0- friends and i dont want to name all the names and i cant name them as a crowed
Thing you're picked on most about?: being stupid at times ... being ugly ..... and being my gay self
Who's your longest known friend?: mitch + manda
Newest?: hmm probably aj or danny but like newest best friend would prolly be amanda cavallo i always like knew her and i never had a problem with her .. but like just during technology we really became friends
Shyest?: shayna was always really shy now shes not bad ..... hmmm oh yeah CASSANDRA i love her shes really like quiet and shy
Funniest?: they are all pretty funny
Sweetest?: shayna then depending on what mood they are in ... reesy jon brittany kel stephanie
Closest?: racine, mandy,jackie,nicole kelly, whole group -0- kids
Weirdest?: mitch and amanda and reesy and kel
Smartest?: shinhey, holley, carla,racine,dana and megan
Ditziest?: umm i`m pretty stupid at times then amanda z is too sometimes lol and heather and amanda c =)
Friends you miss being close to the most?:  hanna i want to hang out with her more =\
Last person you talked to online?: kelly or nick? one of the 2
Who do you talk to most online?: theresa, karissa, meghan, brittany, heather,amanda,mitch when he is on
Who are you on the phone with most?: i hate talkng on the phone .. mitch calls the most .. haha i remember when i used to talk to drew kevin and sandy ... long time ago man ... and then john calls every once and awhile and he talks for a long time
Who do you trust most?: gina + jon
Who listens to your problems?: gina + jon + a + d + reesy + i tell mitch and he says i dont care and i tell manda and she has  story to top mine and tell me i am the worst story teller ever but hanna listens ... then everyone else listens but i dont usually tell them all of it
Who do you fight most with?: mitch hahaha i threw packaged meat at him
Who's the nicest?: shayna and molly g and then i guess emily rose .. why dont people like her? shes cool lol then the most of them come next lol
Who's the most outgoing?: ummm shinhey karissa dana megan holley racine =)
Who's the best singer?: shayna brittany stephanie p. and reesy =) OH and of course baby porn =) she is the most amazing singer ever
Who's on your shit-list?:shit list?
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: hahaha if he thinks of me as i friend then yes lol grossssss lol
Who's your second family?: ummm theresas mommy is like my mommy and kellys mommy is like my mommmy eileen daughter club =) lol
Do you always feel understood?: no
Who's the loudest friend?: ummm kelly cant wisper and when she tries EVERYONE can here hear her its really funny so i guess kelly
Do you trust others easily?: kinda and then i lose trust and then one day i`ll be pissed and everything will come out and then they go and tell on me.. nice right?
Who's house were you last at?: mine ... umm besides that .... not counting the deli? i was on mandas porch yesturday
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: jon .. hes one strong kid .. and all those wrestling fools lol .. and dan is like a big bro ... i miss him =( and john a is a cool kid tooo
Do your friends know you?: no they just saw me one day and took a picture and now we are all friends .. hang out all the time but we dont talk we just do stuff ...YES THEY KNOW ME WHAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THAT!
Friend that lives farthest away:: probably ivan

Love and All That*

Do you consider love a mistake?: no
What do you find romantic?: huging, kissing, holding eachother, holding hands, cutsie stuff
Turn-on?: no drugs or alcohol in system, good looking (i`m shallow even though i cant lol), kick ass, funny, just some1 thats kinda like me but not really like but can understand me
Turn-off?: mean, druggie, drinker, hairy fingers, no-personality, not kick ass, not funny at all, someone who curses me off and calls me ugly and doesnt understand me and instead calls me a dumbass like EVERYONE else
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: badly but kinda ignore the fact trust me i know how it is
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: what?
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:?: no because i`m horrified of doing it lol
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: yes
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: depending on whos looking if it happens to be kyle gernander then no the opposite sex doesnt find me good looking but if its a little drama boy then yes they do lol
What is best about the opposite sex?: umm guys dont pms and they are really funny and they dont fee stupid saying things i would feel stupid saying
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they can be bastards when they get too blunt
What's the last present someone gave you?:  $50 from my daddy earlier today .. but besides money my one g-ma gave me a bell .. dont ask me why .. and the other gave me sea pearls .. dont ask me why
Are you in love?: i answered this unless this severe crush is love then no
Do you consider your significant other hot?: the one i like whole lot yes i do think so

Who Was the Last Person*...

That haunted you?: papa + marty =( scary days man scary day .. marty tends to do it more though
You wanted to kill?: secret =)
That you laughed at?: kelly her a/m was bob i thought it was funny
That laughed at you?: kelly and theresa i sent them the lessons of dover rec which i started today which are pretty funny =)
That turned you on?:  baby porn taking off her clothes .. ohh baby
You went shopping with?: maaaaaa lol
That broke your heart?: i guess eddie? he didnt really break it .. it just kinda sucked
To disappoint you?: people who didnt smile when i told them to and they girl who refused to give me a high five
To ask you out?: umm eddie
To make you cry?: myself but its been a while
To brighten up your day?: theresa and shayna and kelly and mark and the whore and jayden and lauren and johnny and ya the whole crew =)
That you thought about?: my sister .. where is she? but basicly him =\
You saw a movie with?: umm i think hanna and mitch super troopers
You talked to on the phone?: aunt mary frances
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: nick and kel no one is on
You saw?: my dad
You lost?: my g-pa =(

Right This Moment*...

Are you going out?: no, its a tad bit late i need to go to bed like as soon as i`m done .. its 12:10 man but i`m putting this on tomorrow
Will it be with your significant other?: not going out
Or some random person?: NOT GOING OUT
What are you wearing right now?: terriclothe shorts with some hawiian print on them pink quarter sleaver and an old areo sweat shirt
Body part you're touching right now:: my legs
What are you worried about right now?: waking up tomorrow
What book are you reading? sloppy firsts
What's on your mousepad?: "broadway at its very best" then miss saigon.. the phantom of the opera... and les miserables =)
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: tired. waiting for dover rec
Are you bored?: yes
Are you tired?: YES
Are you talking to anyone online?: no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: lonely
Are you listening to music?: nope but about to listen to my broadway

yeah well i feel gulity about a whole bunch o things right now

well i graduated woop woop .. and then 8th grade dance sucked so horribly i went home early .. i went with jon clark i feel bad cuz i kinda avioded him .. but we never talk in person so who cares .. john arena was there for like a few minutes i wish he stayed ... but yeah the next morning i went to the beach .. then i went to spring lake for the last time =( then my g-ma slept over my house but i went to heathers .. then we went to the deli this morning then i went swimming in mandas pool then i have partys all weekend and then dover rec starts =D happy happy happy .. i hope shayna and kev do it this year !!!!! they better or i`ll cry lol .. maybe well idk but anyway here are my grades for the 4th marking per.

social studies-90
spainish-82
math-80
health-90
science-not sure but i know i passed with a D or a C (70-78)
technology-89
language arts-90

so pretty good grades besides science .. uh oh lol .. but yeah god i really am super lonely .. and i need a hug lol mitch nd hanna are commin over later i think .. i wanna order a sub =) lol well yeah mitch is here now love ya later

eddie dumped me .. ehh today was half amazing half the wost day ever

woah i havent writen in here in a long time

well me nd eddie are goin out now woo hoo .. annie was ok .. screwed up on both nights .. badly .. and because i was hysterical on stage everyone thinks i ruiend the show whatever bitches lol .. but anyway we got best overall for hairspray in comp =) woo hooo... and recital was this weekend woo hooo

me ivan and brittany are gunna have so much fun next year .. we are like the only normal ones .. everyone either has a horrible mole or something odd like 4 toes or one fat leg and one skinny one or stuff lol but recital was a lot of fun ..

eric goes "damn shes cute" .. we turn around its a guy .. turn around again erics not there HAHAHA ... later we asked him though dont worry he was talking about a 4 year older .. then earlier ivan was like hitting on the 4 year olders so funny lol .. kev and seth were together the whole time how cute lol .. then ivan was like it i peed in this cup would you drink it i was like of corse lol me nd brittany were chylllllllen in thurrr before and it was fun .. then we left .. then our waitor was really weird at fridays  .. and ivan, theresa, eric, lauren, brittany, nicole, danielle, jayden, and maybe kev nd chris are all doin dover rec =) yay ! well yeah i gotta go to bed its late .. nighty night later i shall write again soon!

friday..
1st-brittnee and olivia just put my name on their project and said we worked together so i didnt hafta do it =) i <3 them lol
2nd-a movie .. i`m so silent now .. lol .. lonely .. stefano got a detetion for saying THATS THE GUY FROM SPY KIDS! poor stefano lol
3rd-gina me nd adrienne worked together .. oh yeah i gotta do a worksheet forgot bout that hmm
4-5 - sub again .. me amanda molly rae jess and danielle were all sitting together and talkin .. then nick was randomly like sitting in front of amanda ... fun fun fun .. i`m gunna get in trouble i didnt do like any of the work lol
6-7 - handed in my dino report
8-got my pink shoes and saw ms. robers neon purse lol
9-sat and watched aladin with deidre, adrienne, stefano, and mike they are soo funny =)
10-took 2 quizes .. haha mikey and molly are soo funny and told me all the answers ... its was amazing team work !! lol

saturday...

so yeah i really hate my parents sometimes .. i wake up and i`m like not even able to walk and i`m like mom i feel really sick and shes like get over it i`m sick and i`m doing stuff .. and i`m like BUT MOM .. and she was like i dont care maybe in a little while i`ll think about letting you stay home .. then my dad told her to let me .. so i was like oo oo daddys my favorite today !! then i went to sleep and my mom told me on my way back upstiars that i hurt her feelings .. GOD what am i supposed to do! and plus  ... she always complains about how mean her mom was .. yeah i bet her mom believed in her at least! errrr .. then i went to bed crying remembering everything she has done to me in the last week and just that she said that i was a bad daughter because i make her sad .. w/e .. and then when i wake up i was working and then my dad calls .. and he said i should go on a diet ... WTF what kinda father says that to his kid!! especially since i have johnny as a little brother .. and molly isnt exactally skinny anymore either!!! errr .. and my mom thought i was annorexic .. and i`m not! and my dad is telling me to go on a diet! GOD MAKE UP YOUR EFFIN MINDS!!!!!!!!! my mom told me i was "too skinny" when we were buying my 8th grade dance dress .. err i hate that its just because i`m not huge like johnny or her or starting to be molly !! sad =( later gaitor ttyl lyl xox buh bye